The most challenging test is when God seems indifferent toward us. When we are in danger, facing threats, pain, suffering, financial struggles, slander, or injustice, God appears absent. It feels as if He has left us and does not reveal His power. Yet, it is precisely in these moments that God intends to reveal His glory.
This is what Lazarus’ family experienced. They had sent word that the one whom Jesus loved — Lazarus — was sick (John 11:3). They were very close to the Lord (Luke 10:38-42). But when Jesus received the news from His dear friends, He did not respond immediately. He deliberately delayed His departure to their house (John 11:4-6), until eventually Lazarus died.
No wonder Martha blamed Jesus (John 11:21, 32). Martha came to meet Him, but Mary stayed at home, which was surprising since Mary had always been known for her eagerness to sit quietly at Jesus’ feet. Most likely, Mary was deeply disappointed and also blamed the Lord (John 11:32). It was as though Jesus had no compassion. He let Martha and Mary — who had loved Him so deeply — receive such a disappointing “reward.” When they needed comfort the most, Jesus arrived late. It was others who came earlier to console Martha and Mary (John 11:19).
This attitude of Jesus contrasts with the popular Christian culture that glorifies God’s love through blessings, help, or miracles. Most people evaluate their worth — and even God’s worth — based on how much divine intervention they experience. But the experience of Martha and Mary shows otherwise. Although they eventually witnessed the glory of God, they first had to go through emotional tension, disappointment, and perhaps even shame. Similarly, in times of persecution, Christians may not see visible signs of God’s defense, yet they continue to believe. In such situations, they truly learn to trust (John 11:15).
Every believer will face difficult times, walking through the valley of darkness. When we see no sign of God’s help, we must not become discouraged or grumble, which is a perilous trap. Many Israelites failed to enter the land of Canaan because they grumbled (1 Cor. 10:10-11). Yet all of it was meant to be a valuable lesson to know and trust Elohim Yahweh.
When tempted by the devil to doubt the Father’s love, provision, and presence, Jesus firmly declared that we must not test God. Therefore, when we do not feel God’s presence, do not witness His miracles, or even receive any revelation through dreams, visions, or other means, we must not conclude that we are insignificant in His eyes. Unfortunately, many in such situations end up turning to pastors as intermediaries to “find” God. They become easy prey for false preachers who claim to be mediators between God and man. We have only one mediator — the Lord Jesus Christ.
It is precisely when we feel neglected by God that we learn to believe without seeing. We must proactively seek and find God. In such moments, the true fibers of our faith are formed. On the other hand, a comfortable life does not cultivate genuine faith (1 Pet. 1:6-8). Jesus Himself once felt forsaken by the Father, yet He still believed. Likewise, our faith must be like Christ’s — unconditional faith. “I believe even though…” — not “I believe if…” “I believe even though my situation is heavy, and it seems like God doesn’t care about me.”